"Knowing you're not judging doesn't make this any easier," he admitted in a low voice. "Not just that I've never talked with anyone about this," he confessed. "But it's not exactly the acceptable answer. I am feeding off others, and no matter how I chose those people, it is likely to change how you see me to hear more of what I do," he admitted, truly feeling that way, worrying. "I like your company," he admitted. "I worry the truth is going to ruin that."

He nearly smiled. "I should be glad you believe me. I suspect there's many that wouldn't."