Autumn Open Post

[callmeles]

Autumn Open Post As we know, I love my AUs and PSLs! I love exploring worlds and discovering how little changes can tumble and create big changes. My characters are top-leveled but feel free to add your own and let me know if there's someone you'd like! ♥

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[flickofawrist]

I can see that being cathartic. Getting out some physical aggression.

I don't do as much training these days, to be honest. Hand-to-hand sure, but ever since my powers took on a more necromantic bend, it just feels... I don't know. Indecent to practice. It isn't as if long-rested bones can consent, you know? Calling someone from the past back to the present feels cruel.

Though I did try and speak with Matthias. Once.

[callmeles]

That actually makes a lot of sense and I would probably feel that same way in your place. Do you miss the way your powers were before?

Did you? Did it work?

I would have done the same… try to speak with David that is.

[flickofawrist]

Nothing like a permanent change to the very foundation of your being to question things. I miss it, yes, but I'm trying to see it as anyone who misses a version of themselves they can't recover. Feels less selfish that way.

It didn't work. Matthias is the only person I can't make it worth with. I don't know what that means. Maybe it means he's in paradise now. Maybe he just doesn't want to talk to me.

[Maybe he's in trouble, but she can't voice that out loud.]

[callmeles]

That's for fucking sure. I get it. My abilities and strength were vastly different with Jordan around and after she died... my magic felt different. I sometimes miss what it was like before but I don't take for granted what I have now and whatever may come my way in the future.

Damn. I'm really sorry to hear that. I doubt he wouldn't want to talk to you so there has to be another reason.

[flickofawrist]

I think it does get easier, the moving forward. Slowly, over time. Takes awhile for the mud to clean up and the ground to feel more solid.

I certainly hope he's okay, at least. And that it's not just the saints having a laugh.

[callmeles]

That's a good way of putting it. I like that. And it's true, it gets easier.

I hope so too, Nina.